Author: chasama

2018 Zodiac Spread

  • Jan – The Empress
    Strong female figure. Fertility. Maternal.
  • Feb – 2 of Cups (R)
    False love. Broken relationships. Conflicting interests.
  • Mar – The Chariot (R)
    Failed plans. Poor strategy.
  • Apr – 7 of Pentacles
    Developing skills. Growth in one’s ability. Taking a moment to reflect on progress made.
  • May – Queen of Pentacles
    Luxury. Affluence. A gracious hostess. Charity and generosity.
  • Jun – 3 of Pentacles (R)
    Mediocrity. Poor workmanship or quality.
  • Jul – Strength
    Power. Strength from within. Endurance.
  • Aug – 6 of swords
    A journey. Escaping bad situations and entering good ones.
  • Sep – Knight of Cups
    Romantic. Someone who offers new ideas to a situation. An
    offer of opportunity.
  • Oct – Page of Pentacles (R)
    One who opposes new ideas. Rebellious youth. Close-minded.
  • Nov – 7 of Cups
    Imagination. Daydreams. Having thoughts of fantasy.
  • Dec – The Moon (R)
    Avoiding reality. Strange forces. Delusional thoughts. Lies and despair.

Metamorphosis

I am incomplete yet complete. I feel lost without my late brother, yet I feel like I’ve been spiritually and physically completed by him.
 
Anything I do I feel like I’m doing together with him. The change in personality and outlook in life. The current craziness, the mixing and merging of new personas to create a new being. The Awakening! The Metamorphosis! Makes me feel more and more in love with myself – us. I’m no longer one person, but four in one. Which makes me far more difficult to extreme levels.