I am incomplete yet complete. I feel lost without my late brother, yet I feel like I’ve been spiritually and physically completed by him.
Anything I do I feel like I’m doing together with him. The change in personality and outlook in life. The current craziness, the mixing and merging of new personas to create a new being. The Awakening! The Metamorphosis! Makes me feel more and more in love with myself – us. I’m no longer one person, but four in one. Which makes me far more difficult to extreme levels.